The 'L' word............. hmmmn!!!!!  

Monday, 22 September 2008

I'd never been happier to be back in NY. I had to stop over briefly in London during the fashion week which i wont lie was great. I'm just a bit tired of tartan! I love shopping in London, the high street stores are so cheap and nice, top shop, next, river island, new look, even Primark.... you get good bargains which no one knows where they r from in NY. I remember i wore a dress to work some months ago and my boss couldnt stop admiring it. When i told her i bought it for approximately $30, she flipped!
Anyway, so i land at JFK at like 2pm on saturday and guess who i was standing there holding a bouquet of yellow roses? yep! NG...... i was really tired and in my mind i was like what the f**k? i was so not ready to deal with him. I put on my Oscar performance. Shouted Baby! across the baggage claim, jumped into his arms, kissed him and oohed and aahed the 'i miss you baby' lines! You should have seen me, you'd think we just got engaged. He took me home. Pls note, i only told him my arrival time, i said specifically pls dont pick me, i'd take a cab..... So i guess guy was feeling romantic. I really dont need this now.....
Remember in my last post, i said i was telling Chris. I did, he was heartbroken, oh no, i think he feigned it cuz we both knew we had no future. he's french, im Nigerian and the only condition my parents were still putting up with my job, personality, and lifestyle (My mum hates everything i do, where i live and everything cuz she believes a decent Nigerian girl should be a doctor, lawyer, and not dress people up ! or one of those things, yea she loves bondgirl cuz shes a lawyer) was if i vowed to marry a Nigerian; and i intend on keeping it for peace to reign. Chris and i split over a final breaking up sex which was wow! too explicit to describe. It involves a jaccuzzi, whipped cream, strawberries and water proof sex toys... so go figure! Its over for city girl and Chris, i hope!

We get home: NG and i, and he drops me off asking me to come over to his for dinner that night, did i tell u guys he was a good cook? he actually did go to a culinary school for a year. What dont they do in new york. At 7pm, dressed up and looking very french with my red beret and pumps..... (i love dressing european) i set off for his house. We had dinner, which was lovely, lamb sure tastes good, had homemade chocolate cake for dessert and watched a movie, the notebook.... how hopelessly romantic! i was quite uncomfortable with all the mushiness he was acting out. He asked me to spend the night which was no problem. The man has needs right? Now here comes the problem, when we were cuddled and all silent and about to sleep, NG says, city girl i love you......... Stunned and shocked, i let out a fake soft snore.......

This is hanging in the air. He thinks i didnt hear him so im sure he'd say it again. How am i to react? i like him, but love? not yet, lets still see how it goes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

As women, why do we love someone who doesnt love us back and when we meet a guy who's totally into us, we hesitate??????

Im going for an early morning work out and yoga class...... help figure how i'd respond the next time he uses the L word

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11 comments: to “ The 'L' word............. hmmmn!!!!!

  • uNWrItten*
    22 September 2008 at 10:15  

    first timer! going to read more..u seem to be living the life..very sex and the city esque..:)
    thanks for stopping by mine hun

  • DeeDee
    22 September 2008 at 16:09  

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  • ShonaVixen
    22 September 2008 at 16:11  

    2nd!!! go me, go
    Hmm so u love our fashion here and we love, m definitely sure he's going to say it again, so brace urself!!..just hope it all goes well..xoxo

  • Bondgirl
    22 September 2008 at 16:23 could you snooze, you know you cant do it again otherwise the poor man will think you have sleeping issues...crazy...crazy. Hey but remember you don't want to be in the same position as 007 and I and realise later that he was right for you....

  • ShonaVixen
    23 September 2008 at 05:38  

    so right bondgirl...he just might be the one for ya..he does cook well right??LOL...

  • Emilia
    23 September 2008 at 10:12  

    I think a fellow blogger said loving someone who does not love back has got to do with self esteem issues and that is what I strongly believe personally

  • Miss Definitely Maybe
    23 September 2008 at 15:59  

    what I would have given to be in that jacuzzi.....
    no not for a three some
    three is a crowd
    would drag city girl out first
    then make myself comfortable...

  • fantasy queen
    25 September 2008 at 03:37  

    sometimes we really dont have to respond to 'i love yous' i just sigh it out,the guys know from the start that i dont fall that easily, i like you alot, but it takes a lot for me to figure love out...cos well i'm in love with someone who doesnt know i exist.
    i think loving someone who doesnt love you back is more or less lifes lessons 'a bird in hand is worth two.....'

    i'm such a london highstreet freak. but i think shopping in the states is a whole lot cheaper. especially when it comes to designer wears.

  • Pink M
    25 September 2008 at 14:23  

    Wow!! I'm with @ unwritten*. Your life sounds like a mix of Samantha (bathtub, whipped cream etc), and Carrie.

    I can't answer your question cos I've been through it, but I hope one day you find someone who will love you and you'll love to the same extent. It's rare,but does happen.

  • Buttercup
    29 September 2008 at 06:47  

    Aww its over with the sexy french hunk..*sighs*....i heard break up sex is always CRAZY..

    Lol @ u pretendin to sleep..its ok not to love a guy at the same time he does..he sounds like a good guy, the type momma wants, lol, hopefully u'l fall for him eventually!

  • ~Sirius~
    2 October 2008 at 04:12  

    Hey, i'm loving your spot, you had me at shopping in London If i have to start on that topic i'll probably never stop. I tell you it's the best thing ever.
    Jacuzzi and all........hmmm


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